The ease with which echo chambers are created and weaponized is unreal.
Watching my late father-in-law, also a Navy Vet, say John McCain was a traitor, was just ... unreal. And he was on Medicare.
Don't give up on your EE dreams. I went to school when I was younger, dug a huge GPA hole, and almost never went back.
I had to go to school part time because I had to work and was the main stay-at-home parent. Took me 7 years. (Also had undiagnosed ADHD. If I had then, the medication I have now, it probably would have been a different story ๐คฃ).
But the real journey is finding what we love. Adversity and struggle suck, but it teaches you to fight.
Good luck, internet stranger, I hope you find the journey you need.
My favorite thing about Laplace and Fourier transforms was making a fabulous looking F and L.
Their functions are so fucking spectacularly useful, but I just loved writing it out.