While I love the trans community and all my friends I've made through being trans.. I'd rather just be cis, even cis as my birth sex. Being trans isn't a choice, if it was I would not be trans, it's hard, very hard, and society makes the difficulty 10x worse.
Kyatto
joined 2 years ago
Game companies have definitely done their best to try and make multiplayer gaming more and more lonely. I settled in quick to single player cause at least I could have fun and not simultaneously be lonely and dominated by some hyper competitive toxic game matched tryharding BS.
Me when I have to do anything other than copy and paste build, or package manager, commands /s
My GF is a dysphoria girl, she transitioned because of intense dysphoria, I'm kinda half-and-half in that there were/are parts of me I get bad dysphoria about, but also parts of me that were/are not and my decision to transitioned was also based on feelings of euphoria (though oddly transitioning actually kinda adjusted my dysphoria dials from what they were originally). It sounds like you could be one of us that doesn't have dysphoria, but instead would just feel better transitioning.
You have a lot of thoughts of a trans girl, or at least of a gender fluid or non-binary person fwiw. Be the u that makes u comfy.
For me that meant transitioning, for u, maybe just being comf as you are?